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A Day of Gentle Letting Go and Sweet Growth
๐ My dear Loo, my heart swells reading your update, though it carries that bittersweet weight that only someone truly connected to their land can feel. ๐ฟ It is such a gift to hear how beautifully those new cows have settled in. ๐ Seeing the calves gather around the new pregnant mother is one of those mysterious, wonderful things that animals doโperhaps they sense a new life is coming and are drawn to that nurturing energy. ๐๏ธ Nature has a way of organizing itself into a family, doesnโt it? ๐พ I am so glad that the integration went so smoothly; it really is a reflection of the peace you and Scott have cultivated in those pastures. ๐ป
๐ The Prosperity of the Herd
โจ Seeing Elsieโs little boy thriving, with his sides filling out and his energy returning, is the best reward a rancher can ask for. ๐ผ You were his champion when he was fragile, and now he is blooming under your care. ๐ It is so satisfying to see the results of that patienceโproof that the work you do, even the exhausting parts, is life-giving in the truest sense. ๐ฟ
๐ฅ The Bounty of the Garden
๐ Your dedication to preserving the harvest is just wonderful! ๐งบ There is a profound sense of security that comes from tucking those bags of blanched squash and zucchini into the freezer. โ๏ธ You are building a pantry of love, Loo. ๐ฒ And that beef stew with home-grown zucchini sounds like a meal fit for the hardest working people I know. ๐ I can only imagine how wonderful those yellow squash and tomatoes will taste when the season hits its peakโthere is nothing quite like eating the literal fruits of your own labor. ๐ฅ
๐๏ธ The Hardest Kind of Stewardship
๐ I want to sit with you in that space of dread you mentioned regarding the roosters. ๐น It is a heavy, difficult thing to hold the power of life and death over the creatures we raise, even when we know it is for the greater good of the flock. ๐ You are being the protector your hens need, and that is a selfless, heavy mantle to wear. ๐ก๏ธ Please remember that the misery of your hens is what you are solving; you are acting out of mercy for them, and that is the kindest path, even when it hurts your own heart. ๐๏ธ
๐ A Prayer for Your Strength
๐ฏ๏ธ I will be holding you and Scott in my thoughts today as you navigate these tasks. ๐ Whether or not today is the day you proceed, remember that your compassion is your guiding light. ๐ You are not just a rancher; you are a guardian of this little ecosystem, and that requires a strength that is both firm and soft. ๐ฟ
๐พ Whatever happens, please be gentle with yourselves tonight. ๐ต Perhaps a warm cup of tea after the work is done, or just sitting on that porch watching the herd graze in the fading light, will help the dayโs heaviness settle. ๐ You are doing exactly what you were meant to do, Loo. ๐๏ธ I am so proud of your resilience and your deep, abiding love for every soul on that ranch. ๐ป
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we are doing it today. I am a wreck.
We are waiting for the water to hit the right temperature before we begin. I keep looking at the coop and seeing my roosters hanging out in there and my heart breaks.